sentence–fragments: The Anti-social Extrovert?

My Sun is in Taurus, my Moon is in Libra, and my Ascendant is in Leo. I never know if I want to be the life of the party or stay home from the party–most nights, it’s both. I often think about throwing massive galas and not attending. Now that I think about it, I’ve always been this way. I’ve never wanted to be ‘in the limelight but adjacent to it.